90% may be an exaggeration but I really remain bored most of the times. This is because.. i dont know, i am too bored to write.
Very concisely: I despise watching TV and wasting time. I generally despise myself when I am not doing anything worthwhile (including having fun), so I cannot just do nothing. Consequently, I get bored… bah..
You must be quite anxious…. but I do understand you pretty well in fact.
Yeah.. You pointed out right. I am quite anxious most of the times.. Anxious for any damn thing worth its price..
But, Marok, I am afraid I dont know how you know me so well..
Well, you need to find something that attracts you, and i am talking about work that gives you professional satisfactions. You need to start building something that you care about. Having fun is not a good option for escaping from boring. This only depends on your motivation.